13 june 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
with ♥ 8:42 AM
:)
it doesnt feel any diff to be 18. except the fact that baby's dad is :D that i can drink alrdy. LOL. probably the entire family is secretly pleased i can drive alrdy. hahahaha.
i think everyone is kinda moody and sianz nowadays. even i myself included. dont feel like doing ath much, just feel like resting and stoning. and its been
VERY long since i had the adrenline feeling, like when i buy sth i like that excited feeling. this is bad, cos even though i got my camera, my oh so expensive pay by myself camera- i dont feel ath much. bad sign. as compared to in the past one teeny weeny penguin clip makes me so happy. uhoh. i myself know the moodswings im gg through. zzz. if only stress and exams were two mosquitos that keep sucking me blood- i'd love to PIAK! and kill both of them. i wont feel guilty i swear.
i think it's the
stress [i cant find another cause.] and knowing A's just loomed a little closer and 1/2 of june "HOLIDAYS" just passed. :\ the thought of 3 major exams [mid years, prelims and A LEVEL] coming my way is really scary. i dont have
ANY subjects that i can stand up and proudly say im confident in it. :( sigh. ok gonna mug hard for next two weeks alrdy. @ least need to pass mid years, yes? :(
okay maybe all these nonsense will pass once A's end.
anyway. the day i looked forward so much to passed just like that. grr. baby was so mean ok, my parents too!!! they all purposely dont say baby coming my house. im v surprised my mama let. hahaha. but early in the morning when my hair's stil messy and i was stil munching on my breakfast, baby said he's at my doorstep.
ZOMG. hahahahhaa!! but it was a wonderful surprise! :D and guess what baby brought. a
HUGE bdae card he [painstakingly] made himself, and a frigging
HUGE stitch balloon!!!!! no wonder he sounded worried when i said ling bought me a balloon. hahahhaha.
and my favourite mariott hotel raspberry ivory cake. :) yummy! hahhha. bleah i stil cant believe my parents and baby were together in same evil plan. but im really :D :D :D hehhehee.
anyway. the surprise was to play tennis cos baby bought me a really pretty
baby pink tennis racquet!! :D baby next time dont put a surprise that's sports and requires
SO much energy early in the morning when we're gg out after that ok. hahaha. was
SO tired after all the running and shrieking and laughing ok! and so sweaty and sticky end up i went home to wash up. zzz. hahaha.
went shopping after that- completely futile. one of the worst shopping trips ever- there wasnt ath i like or whatever. i felt like a sulky tzuling totally. cos she's the one always sulking and whining and complaining when she doesnt buy ath when we go out usually, but im the one completely happy even when i dont buy ath usually cos window shopping is also fun. ok maybe it was just cos it was my bdae and i was really excited about shopping, but in the end nth to buy. i didnt buy ANYTHING at all ok. so coupled with being completely exhausted due to morning tennis fun and the day before alot stuff also, and futile shopping, i was so upset i totally had no mood to do ath! :(
im gonna boycott bugis for months to come. damn it. stupid place. i must be not thinking straight when i made the decision, i swear.
in the evening, went baby's house for steamboat. took 3 [yucky] sips of apparently expensive red wine. they taste the same to me, all so
BITTER! too bitter for my liking. drank barley baby's mum made instead. :) :) so yummy i think i wanna learn from her! :) baby had another little surprise for me! which is sth i wont say here. hehehe. i think he'll be a little embarrassed cos everytime i press for the sound he'd hide. ahhahahahah. :D
thats about it. :) im so going orchard next week to shop to quell my shopping and yoghurt urges. why dont any shops have nice stuff! :( so upsetting. :( :(
ok gotta go prepare alrdy. meeting baby's family for dimsum at 10am. :) food!
-jinghui-
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